Let's catch up, shall we?

Hey guys!! Long time no blog post, sadly. I have been swamped lately with performing, school, volleyball, and other extracurriculars.

Ugh so let me first tell you guys how I've been....

I have been ok... 

"Why just okay", you may ask?

BECAUSE HIGH-SCHOOL IS SO IRRITATING AT TIMES.

Now, I know you may be thinking "Same", but like I don't know. Like my high-school is great, its just so much work that I barely have time to do. Its horrible, plus its not like fun homework, it is always so time consuming and that's why I am taking a break from homework and on Blogger now.
 :-)

This is my freshman year, and it is very hard for me already because I miss my friends, and my old class. I have a lot of new friends now but still, it's hard.  But other than high-school, life has been okay but very high-speed though.

So I may actually just post two posts tonight because you guys deserve it.. xoxo. But anyway I have so much stuff to tell y'all. So lets gets started!!

In my school, I have been getting some horrible grades (I consider them horrible) which is like a A, B-, and two Cs. So I kinda have a problem with turning my work in, but showing with test scores and etc, it shows I know the material. I have been trying really hard  to work towards being more organized and it has always been a problem of mine. Now I have two mentors, I meet with my Social Studies teacher daily, and I am about to start meeting with my Biology teacher daily.  And the reason I have so many people helping and supporting me is because I am on scholarship money.

But here's the thing..

My history teacher seems to believe I am dumb, well she may not think it but it seems like it. She always tries to downplay my old school and try say they didn't prepare me properly for my current school. But honestly, my high-school isn't doing anything special, like they aren't like academically advanced in any way,shape, or form . Well to me honestly, I just don't feel a school is academically advanced if the material doesn't challenge me, or makes me think harder ..

My Biology teacher, seems to love me, but I honestly feel she is taking pity on me. I hate when people try to pity me. I don't want pity, only support.

One of my mentors barely meet with me during the week because it's her senior year. And the one that actually can see me a lot can only see me Fridays.


Pretty messed up right?

And I REFUSE TO ASK ANY OF MY FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL  FOR HELP ACADEMICALLY.

Because:
1. I hate being vulnerable around new friends
2. I don't like when people act like I'm dumb when it comes to work (They never understand what I mean, but the teachers do)
3.  A lot of the times when they believe they are right, they are wrong.

But idk guys, I have been stressed and a lot was going on personally, it was just too much.

How are you guys though? COMMENT :)

Peace and Love,
Carrie

Summer Job Help!!!!

Hey you guys, sorry for no posts lately. I have not been busy so I have no excuse whatsoever. So unfortunately its summer. (I'm not a big fan of summer y'all... sorry :-(


 It has been a very boring summer for me, I honestly want a job. I like money and I have this job opportunity coming soon. So basically the job is at my dad's job and I can be in the Children's Hospital part and the Elderly Hospital part and push them around for their needs. I actually am a BIG fan of this job because I love kids and I like elders also I happen to be very social.

BUTTTT!
I KNOW job hunting can be a bunch of BS sometimes because you can't sometimes find one. My easy steps to finding job is...



-Ask a parent/guardian if they have any open spots at their job, It many not seem like it but a lot of job places are very modest about their job openings, so you have to dig a bit deeper.

- Of course, look online. Its a lot of job opportunities on the interweb. But also be cautious because unfortunately the world has a bunch of creeps that you simply can't trust

-Ask friends how and where they got their job from. Ask them to pick you up a application or tell them to talk to their boss.

-Talk to your parents if they have any friends who have kids that need babysitting.

- Go to the library, look for job pamphlets, etc.

-Lastly, go to the place you want to work and ask them for a application <3

two videos that can help that job issue by making $$$ on the interweb <3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KMiQn4UfJiA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBvrUACSRSE

The Story of my Temporary Boyfriend

So! It all started in class.

My friends was talking to me about how I told my crush I liked him. Then I said "Well its not like I can't get a boyfriend." They said "Okay, but you don't like asking a guy out" and I said "Yeah, whatever. If I can ask a boy out AND have a Valentine's date with him you all owe me a snicker. If i chicken out and don't do it I owe each of you a dollar"
(Childish I know but Snickers was on the line....)
We all shook hands and agreed
I won btw..

My "boyfriend" biography
- Hes 15 or 16
- I've known him since 6th grade
- People called him a pervert because he liked 5th and 6th graders while he was in 8th grade.
-Hes a singer and can use alot of instruments
-I had a crush on him in 6th grade.

I was soooo not happy the time he was my boyfriend. But he wasn't mean or nothing but he wasn't the person I'm really into now.

There you have it folks. The story of my temporary boyfriend.

Valentines Day and Crushes

Hey folks! I am very comfortable right now... Brownies and my bae (Laptop).

How was your Valentine's Day? Mine was good.. I ate some of my gifts, watched The Fault in Our Stars, Corpse Bride, Bring it On: Fight to the Finish, and The Five Heartbeats.

So my day was totally like a single teenager with no valentine :(
GIVE ME A BREAK OKAY?!
And I might of cried for TFIOS...
Yeah, it was bad.. lol

But I did have a temporary boyfriend for a week.. (long story for another day)

BUT anyway! I did tell my crush I liked him. Ha.. well my friends did. It was a weird day okay? But he was just like "That was unexpected" and seemed quite shocked. But we still do talk though, but we haven't mentioned me liking him and such...

DO's and DONT's for telling a crush you like him
-DO explain yourself.. tell him how you feel.
-DONT let your friends tell him (WORST MISTAKE EVER) because it makes it super awkward and like a 5th grade moment
-DO wait for a response, telling him then hanging up is sorta bad.. makes it seem like you don't care for his reaction and leaves him on a BIG cliffhanger
-DONT act awkward toward him when you see him, I tried to do that but he completely broke my silence and smiled and said Hey...

Try not to make the mistakes that I did and I'll tell you guys the updates on him and I...

Love you guys,
Carrie

The Month of Love

Hey guys!

I actually am still... very very sorry about this big inconvenience on blog posts. But I am here to talk to you guys about February! Eh the month of watching couples be annoying and happy. Lol I'm just kidding. But yes.


For Clothing wise..

February is the month of love , lol (take it or leave it). So to me the colors white, red and pink are pretty good. But for me personally I don't really care. Since it is still very cold outside, sweaters are still the best option. I mean you don't have to be in the happy go lucky "love mood". I mean it is what you want. This month is a very difficult month to put a specific generalized list of colors to wear or recommend.


For Valentines Day wise...

Sadly I have a bigger preference to this than clothing wise. For Valentines day for your spouse, or partner. The best part is the food! Yes I said food. Ha, the gifts aren't always everything unless its food. So here is a great recommendation for food wise for Valentine's Day.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnDp151B4yo


But before my Valentines day, I will be telling my crush I like him, lol. So for you girlies I will be telling you what is the right thing to do and what is the wrong thing to do. This is a big step for me so I will let you know what happens.


Peace and Love, '
Carrie

Happy New Year and Happy Belated Holidays

Heyo you guys!

Happy Holidays and Happy New Year. What did you wear for your festive holiday or your colorful new year? Have fun or party out with your friends OR GET THE NEW YEAR KISS YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR?

What did I do?

Nothing ..
I mean absolutely nothing. On Christmas I just hung out with my parents and exchanged gifts. Since I'm the only child, Santa really really went all his way out for me. I'm still so blessed for all I got. And for my New Year I was dancing in my living room to the different New Years shows and performers...

Pretty hip right?

Well I want you to comment on what you did for your holidays!
Maybe it sucked like mine or it was very entertaining for you. Either way I want you to comment!

Peace and Love,
Carrie