Hey guys!! Long time no blog post, sadly. I have been swamped lately with performing, school, volleyball, and other extracurriculars.
Ugh so let me first tell you guys how I've been....
I have been ok...
"Why just okay", you may ask?
BECAUSE HIGH-SCHOOL IS SO IRRITATING AT TIMES.
Now, I know you may be thinking "Same", but like I don't know. Like my high-school is great, its just so much work that I barely have time to do. Its horrible, plus its not like fun homework, it is always so time consuming and that's why I am taking a break from homework and on Blogger now.
:-)
This is my freshman year, and it is very hard for me already because I miss my friends, and my old class. I have a lot of new friends now but still, it's hard. But other than high-school, life has been okay but very high-speed though.
So I may actually just post two posts tonight because you guys deserve it.. xoxo. But anyway I have so much stuff to tell y'all. So lets gets started!!
In my school, I have been getting some horrible grades (I consider them horrible) which is like a A, B-, and two Cs. So I kinda have a problem with turning my work in, but showing with test scores and etc, it shows I know the material. I have been trying really hard to work towards being more organized and it has always been a problem of mine. Now I have two mentors, I meet with my Social Studies teacher daily, and I am about to start meeting with my Biology teacher daily. And the reason I have so many people helping and supporting me is because I am on scholarship money.
But here's the thing..
My history teacher seems to believe I am dumb, well she may not think it but it seems like it. She always tries to downplay my old school and try say they didn't prepare me properly for my current school. But honestly, my high-school isn't doing anything special, like they aren't like academically advanced in any way,shape, or form . Well to me honestly, I just don't feel a school is academically advanced if the material doesn't challenge me, or makes me think harder ..
My Biology teacher, seems to love me, but I honestly feel she is taking pity on me. I hate when people try to pity me. I don't want pity, only support.
One of my mentors barely meet with me during the week because it's her senior year. And the one that actually can see me a lot can only see me Fridays.
Pretty messed up right?
And I REFUSE TO ASK ANY OF MY FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL FOR HELP ACADEMICALLY.
Because:
1. I hate being vulnerable around new friends
2. I don't like when people act like I'm dumb when it comes to work (They never understand what I mean, but the teachers do)
3. A lot of the times when they believe they are right, they are wrong.
But idk guys, I have been stressed and a lot was going on personally, it was just too much.
How are you guys though? COMMENT :)
Peace and Love,
Carrie
